Contagion

Today was a little bit weird at church for some reason. It was a really good service but I guess I felt a little bit disconnected. It was the first Sunday since Len, our associate pastor, left which kinda sucked seeing he and I were friends. There are a few other people who are on youth staff that were highlighted today because they are moving (Jaret going with Len and Stan moving to Montreal) which was a downer (even though I knew they were leaving) It just kind of all hit home this morning and even though I was in the middle of 600 other people I felt isolated a bit. I think the reality that I am moving on in Sept. is sinking in and I'm feeling a little bit separated. It's almost like the shift has taken place in my mind which I fully expected, just not this soon.

With all of that said, I've made a commitment to God, the church and myself that I will finish strong. As odd as it may seem with all the changes taking place, I'm gonna continue to give my all until the last day.